how does this happen rili?

i knew a girl in the past. she seemed pretty perfect. i rilli wanted to be lyk her..i mean she was so cool..she was pretty, smart, respectful, nice, intelligent, rili clean..lol..and she had great joy.i never saw her frown..always happy..and i used to think...could one be this way forever? but there's more; u remember i told you this babe was like perfect and everything...she had grace.we all knw dt only a few ladies had that, and yes she did have it. she just rocked. All of a sudden she stepped into a new world...and she began to change. she lost herself..she tried so hard to be what i knew her to be but she couldnt. As i watched her struggle for her status quo, i felt terrible. She lost her smile, ahe lost her cheer and most of all, she lost her grace. It was like she met with a force that kept wanted to keep her lost in this strange world she now lives. she wanted to run back into her old world, but it had disappeared. i feared for her, oh i really did. She tried to hold on to what she knew, the things she thot made her tick, and i admired her for that. And i kept watching. Then i saw a light. it was like a place that looked so much like where she used to live before. i wanted to let her know that i could see it. i could see her comfort zone, her OWN place. Then i remembered that i couldn't. i could only watch this special being. I couldn't even speak to her..But i had faith. Faith that she would make it to that light. so i watched. but just in that moment, i saw her let go. she wouldn't try anymore. And the place i saw began to look farther away.